Ahem..

Lots of people visiting this page recently. Lots.

I am not gonna give you guys explanations about my blogs. It's reserved for an elite set of people, who don't even exist. So if you wanna make assumptions, come to conclusions, etc. etc., be my guest.

I write stuff here I feel are relevant to me. How many times have I said that now? I write stuff here which makes me go into a soul searching trip. I haven't said that before, but now you know. I write down everything I feel like saying at the time I am blogging, don't feel like talking about it to another LIVE person, so I type it here.

Ok, so YOU - figure out what you want. You know who you are if you're reading this. I am not going to be playing jester/clown/father/brother whatever to you.

I guess I just want to be loved. Shameless eh? That's another hint. That word "Shameless".

All said and done, this is a "training" week at work. Yes, I know, I just shifted topics. Planning to go on a trip soon, checking out some good places on the web. Should be good! Kinda bored sitting @ Bangalore, though I love the place. Gotta move out and explore some nice places.

Out you mongrels.

-V

Pretend?

Keep you in the dark you know they all... Pretend.
Keep you in the dark and so it all... Began.

What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one .. of your plays?
You're the pretender..
What if I say I'll never surrender?

Keep you in the dark you know they all... Pretend.

I'm the voice inside your head, you refuse to hear
I'm the face that you have to face, mirroring your stare
I'm what's left, I'm what's right, I'm the enemy
I'm the one that's gonna take you down, bring you to your knees.

So who are you?
Who are you?
Who are you?

What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one .. of your plays?
You're the pretender..
What if I say I'll never surrender?

Courtesy - Foo Fighters.

-V

I Pray..

.. for my family, for me and somebody else to have a special new year.

I also wish, of course, everybody else who's reading this blog, anyone anywhere in the world, a fantastic and happy new year!

I pray these days unconditionally, even though I ask for the same thing to happen every single day. I don't know if this specific single thing I ask for is ever going to happen. I don't know if I am wasting/investing time in this. I know what I want out of it, but I don't know if it's going to happen, really want it to. I don't want to reinvent the wheel. Don't want to go through the same stuff again. This is my biggest fear as of now. Don't want to be afraid, don't want to be scared, don't want to get affected by consequences, I am positively hoping for positive consequences, but hope's also a funny word.

Help I say - show me the way.

-V