Confused, bored and incoherent

I was reminded of this song, the first ever I wrote and composed for Quasar, today. The circumstances around which I wrote it were pretty chaotic to say the least. But it did make me understand what I REALLY wanted to talk about, or express.

"Getting There"

Just another phase, another moment in time
wasn't really worth that sorry little rhyme
Wanna get these thoughts out of my head
Being out of sync with myself, now I'm not dead

And suddenly the wave hits me,
Can't control this intensity

Now the pain's flowing through my veins,
Am I feeling all that you want me to.. is it the same?
Wanna get away from this feeling, it's never ending
Running until I find the real ending, I'm getting there.

Another moment when I'm drawn close,
The next thing I know, I'm on the road I chose
Wanna get past this misery and this confusion
You give me a tough choice, but I want a solution

And everything turns into darkness,
enter the demons from my nest

Now the pain's flowing through my veins,
Am I feeling all that you want me to.. is it the same?
Wanna get away from this feeling, it's never ending
Running until I find the real ending, I'm getting there.

Give me some time to think, I need to realize..
Need to understand what I'm going through,
Sitting here and I am thinking nothing..
Tell me how do I continue?

Am I blindfolded at this time?
Can I really see the light?

Now the pain's flowing through my veins,
Am I feeling all that you want me to.. is it the same?
Wanna get away from this feeling, it's never ending
Running until I find the real ending, I'm getting there.

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There ends my chagrin. Interpretations are welcome.

There are a couple of things which I've been keeping tabs on from sometime. I am in a position to almost make a decision about one of them, but I think it will require another month or so. Do not want to rush in at this moment and create problems.

Met some pals over the weekend, found a cockroach in a dish, almost ate non-vegetarian food, saw a movie, played Age of Empires, took a nice long walk, helped a couple of friends, out and out nice weekend. Not gonna ask for more :D

More stuff to follow.. keep guessing dolts.

-V